Now is how o?
Mi & he de relationship
Starting so sweet
But now I feel our relationship so far
Everyday
I drink alcohol to paralysis myself
I go play rain
When I play rain I feel more release
When I drink alcohol I feel release oso
But after I release
I feel heart pain agn
Yesterday he sms mi
So hapi
But seem like not same with b4
Now he like treat mi so cool
Sad
Today he no reply mi at all
Jz now he said he all day hlp his mom
But he stil can online~
Haiz
Wat shud I do now?
I thk I giv up better?
